Just had a bad dream. I dreamt that I was quarreling with a primary school classmate and I felt misunderstood. He pissed me off so badly I couldn't concentrate on my work, I almost hit him because I couldn't take the insults and the judgments. He didn't bother to ask about my intentions, instead, in front of everyone, he shouted at me as if I was the one at fault. But he didn't know me at all.

After a while he went back to doing his work and left me alone.

All these emotions seemed so tangible.

We happen to sit together again at lunch because all the other seats were taken.

Unbelievable!

I was so mad that I yelled at him for the hurtful words he said to me.

And the last thing I remembered about the dream was his reply, "Ya, that's because YOU'RE SO FULL OF YOURSELF!"

And I woke up in tears...

I called Pastor Dennis to postpone today's meeting to next week. I don't think I'm in the right mind to see him at 9.30. I need some time alone to reflect about myself. My next appt is at 12am with Aunty Justene. I hope I'll feel better soon...