It's time to wake up
Wipe away my tears
There's work to be done
Deadlines draw near
Time's wasted when I'm crying
When you don't see
If my in-action
Caused me the embarrassment
Then it's mine to blame
I'll take the blow, full hardy
It's all part of the love game.

I thought I was strong
I guess I was wrong
Tough on the outside
Broken on the inside

When you're not around
It was easier
I could get it right
But when you're back
You launch with your wings into the sky
I cannot keep up
I'm falling behind

It's too much for me
Another burden to my misery
Another sorrow to my worries
You were the one I turned to
Now you turn against me

Who do I have
Standing with me
Frankness? Or honesty?
Both drove you away
Now I'm left with me

I'm not begging you to come back
If your heart decides to go
I cannot keep you
It's your choice, I have to let go...

If math was used to calculate the pain I'm feeling now,
you'd get infinity...

A Bottle of Tears Unspoken

How else to calm down I ask myself
What can stop me from crying

All these tears
Bottled up from the afternoon's drive
Seem to never end

How foolish I was to assume once again
The vileness of assumption
Leads to guilt and despair
I just missed you by a minute
missed you by the second
and you're gone

No chance to say I'm sorry
No chance to say I wish I hadn't done it
No chance to say please forgive me
No chance to say will I see you again

"try to get some rest"
How can I
"try to calm down"
I'm a wreck

But how can I be so selfish to say I need you
When you've called it off so quickly
Saying you can't speak now
Coz you're disappointed over me

To you girl...

Sometimes a relationship cuts so deep
The tears never seem to dry
Your eyes swell after it's done
As it envelopes the memories
Of before

It hurts me to see you like that
Coz it's not the first time
How many times can one take the stab
Of folly and regret?
I believe that you'll find the one
For love waits true
Only when you choose to let this go
Then the one will find you

Sometimes you try to use restraint
But it never seems to win
Your determination
turns into suppression sinking into
depression

It hurts me to see you like that
Coz it's not the first time
How many times can one take the stab
Of folly and regret?
I believe that you'll find the one
For love waits true
Only when you choose to let this go
Then the one will find you

Little pieces of your heart stranded
Too many to pick 'em all
Too many so finders, keepers
Too many times you fall

It hurts me to see you like that
Coz it's not the first time
How many times can one take the stab
Of folly and regret?
I believe that you'll find the one
For love waits true
Only when you choose to let this go
Then the one will find you