A Bottle of Tears Unspoken

How else to calm down I ask myself
What can stop me from crying

All these tears
Bottled up from the afternoon's drive
Seem to never end

How foolish I was to assume once again
The vileness of assumption
Leads to guilt and despair
I just missed you by a minute
missed you by the second
and you're gone

No chance to say I'm sorry
No chance to say I wish I hadn't done it
No chance to say please forgive me
No chance to say will I see you again

"try to get some rest"
How can I
"try to calm down"
I'm a wreck

But how can I be so selfish to say I need you
When you've called it off so quickly
Saying you can't speak now
Coz you're disappointed over me