despondent

–adjective
feeling or showing profound hopelessness, dejection, discouragement, or gloom: despondent about failing health.

Blogging in the toilet...

Sitting on the toilet bowl while enduring a bad stomach can be really boring...

I prefer to bring my lappie in to occupy myself especially if I can tap on to the wireless network in the building..

Hmm... TCA's connection is quite good...

Alright...

Time to go now!

For your enjoyment... Check out these Japanese Toilets!

In addition :)...

addle

-verb (used with object), verb (used without object)

1.	to make or become confused.

2.	to make or become rotten, as eggs.

–adjective

3.	mentally confused; muddled.

4.	rotten: addle eggs.

A Satiable Morning

The smell of dew awakens you...

You see them in between the fold of the leaves...

You reach out and touch it with your finger...

A little thicker than water...

The combination of a few droplets...

Make a heavy enough to drip from your finger...

As it slowly dries up and disappears...

You slide your finger up the green folds again to feel its moisture...

and realize that morning has come...

At CCCC

My new twin: denise

Wow whee!!!!

This was truly the highlight of my week!

Went to Christian Care & Concern Community last week to share about Music to a group of bout 15 youths...

Thank you for accompanying me Michelle.. hope you have learnt something from the exposure.. :)

To Pastor Amos and the youths,

Press on to build your ministry! I believe in due time, the Lord will raise up leaders among u to carry the burden for our generation!)

I will continue to pray for you all, especially for a youth worker/pastor/trainee to serve in the youth ministry.

To Denise and Marcus,

I know how it feels like to be a PK (Pastor's kid).. if you ever need a listening ear... do call me! Would love to keep in touch and help you in your struggles..

Take care guys... will see you soon!

Remain In Your Station In Life

To Ruqin... thank you for sharing this insight with me... about remaining where God has called us to be.

As I hear that more ppl are leaving church, some with personal reasons which they don't want to disclose, some because their parents are leaving, others because of the herd mentality? Or is it really God calling them elsewhere?

It hurts...

It's sad...

It's troubling..

I seek forgiveness... from God... from people...

As for me... I will stay... no matter how bad the situation is... numbers should not matter... I must not be affected... I must have a positive attitude...

Oh God... help me...

Flail

-verb
1. To move vigorously or erratically; thrash about.
2. To strike or lash out violently.

he talks about marriage...

hesed...

i will love you no matter what...

even if you are unfaithful...

i will still hesed you...

My heart pulsates...

three, two, one...

i'm gone.

Astute

-adjective

1.	of keen penetration or discernment; sagacious: an astute analysis.

2.	clever; cunning; ingenious; shrewd: an astute merchandising program; an astute manipulation of facts.

Missing You

It's 7am again
It was a great finale
Yes indeed

The familiar feeling of dawn
After spending the night together
When the sky brightens to welcome the morning
That's the time we go to sleep

At least, it's my turn to sleep in today
*grins*

Hmm...

A sense of nostalgia overwhelms me
As you recollect the past
Your memories seem so beautiful
You smile as you think about them
I share your joy

FMSS
A place where true friendships are forged
And where friendships last
A place where I met wonderful people
who became a part of my life's story
A place where love was lost
And love was found
A place where students could grow spiritually

A place where I longed to be
But I didn't seize the opportunity

Maybe I should have gone ahead with the transfer?
Maybe my life would have been different
Maybe not

Speculations about the past will not change the present
The "If only..." phrases cons us into thinking that
things will be better now
It fills us with regret
Just the thought of it makes me miserable

Don't want to think about it.

Because maybe I wouldn't have liked you
Neither would you have taken any interest in me
I was too self-absorbed
And you were
Attached.
Your heart belonged to some one else.

And it's time to sleep now...

The familiar feeling of hunger and tiredness
After staying up the whole night without any food
I ask myself, "was it worth the wait?"
And there was no hesitation to say, "yes, it was."

Have fun in school sweetie
Will be dreaming of you..........