Living The Simple Life

It's back to basics..

I've deactivated my facebook account for a few days now and I think I'm doing okay. I cannot even remember when was the last time I signed in to my account. It's a good sign because it shows that I'm not addicted to it! I don't know when I'll be back on facebook though. I don't want to say for sure that I'll reactivate my account in a month's time. I might be gone for a while or for good, it depends on how long I take to get my life in order again.

"Even a primary school kid can be on time for his classes."

Ouch. That's painful, but TRUE. I feel like a kid again when mum nags me about how to plan my time properly. I've been living in deception and it cannot carry on!

I appreciate my parents for putting in the effort to help me because it shows that they still care. Frankly, I'd rather have naggy parents than parents who don't give a shit at all. I need to be thankful for that.

As for my hunny, he's been very patient with me and I'm glad that I can be honest to him about my situation. I tend to be introverted when I face serious stuff. I am honest when I share my opinion about others or things, but I realise that when I'm involved, I naturally keep my thoughts to myself. I'll just respond to people by saying, "I'm fine." Like I said, I'm glad I share openly with him, though I must admit, I do have the fear that he might look down on me or judge me.

Yay! He called! Going to talk to him now!