wHeRe ThErE iS gD nEwS, sHArE iT

The LorD sAyS, "if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out."
i nEeD tO ShaRe aBouT wHAt hAppEnEd tOdAy..
i wAs SpEnDiNg TiMe WiTh GoD in WoRsHiP toDaY aS i dO oFtEn aNd i PoUrEd OuT mY fEeLiNgS tO HiM aBoUt HoW uNwOrtHy i FeLt.. aS iF i'M nOt gD eNoUgH.. tHiS iS wHaT He sAiD.. aNd i PuT it iNtO a SoNg..
'if you think you're not good enough, i say.. He is good enough... surrender it to Him'
aS i StArTeD to SiNg iN wOrShiP.. i ReCaLLeD thE EnCoUraGiNg wOrdS uNcLe ChRiS, aUnTy aNgiE aNd kAiEnG sAiD to Me..
AuNt aNGiE gAvE mE a VeRsE oN mOnDaY.. LaMeNTaTiOnS 2:19 wHiCh sAyS.."Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin; pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord." UnCLe cHRiS gAvE mE 2 TiM 1:7.."For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind."KaiEnG eNcoUraGeD mE wiTh pRoV 12:25.."Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, But a good word makes it glad."
Her kind word for me was she loves me and wants me to trust God and be cheerful.. haha.. that is what i really need now. As sOmE maY kNoW whAt i'm gG thRu wiTh mY dAd, i oNLy cAn SAy tHaT i wAs aLmoSt bUrnEd oUt By HiS iNtErRogAtiOn anD quEsTioNinG. i'M nOt aFrAiD oF HiM kNowiNg thE tRuTh, iN faCt i dO kNoW tHaT hE hAs rEVeLaTioN abOut wHaT's Gg On bUt i'M uNsUrE hOw aNd wHo tOLd HiM whaT. GoD haS bEeN thErE anD i'Ve BeEn tRyiNg tO FinD aN aNswEr to GeT thRu iT aLL aS CorRiNe MaY siNgs.. aNd iF yOu tHiNk u'Ve JusT hEaRd mY TeStiMoNy, wELL, thAt'S jUst thE Tip Of thE iCebErG..
wHeN i CaMe iNtO mY COmPutEr RooM (or sTuDy Rm), abOuT tO coNtiNuE mY rEaDiNg mY Manifest Presence bY JaCk HaYfoRd, i hAd pRobLeMs WiTh thE mOdEm CoNnEcTioN aS i aLwAys Do. BuT uSuALLy, iT tAkEs mE oNLy oNe ReStArT atTeMpT tO gEt tHe IntErnEt ConNeCtiOn bAcK oN. tHiS TiMe, i tRiEd ReStArTiNg tHe CoM abOuT 3 tiMeS, FoLLoWeD bY tRyiNg To LeT thE coM rEsT foR a wHiLe aFtEr i Shut doWn anD i wLd tUrN iT baCk oN to oNLy rEaLizE thAt iT wAsn'T wOrkiNg anD thAt thE USB wOuLd not rEaD thE DeVicE. theN i wAs jUsT pRaYiNg.. GoD!! maKe iT wOrk.. pLeAsE. iMmEdiAtELy i WaS rEmiNdEd oF thE sToRy iN LuKe 5..4When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out into deep water, and let down[b] the nets for a catch."
5Simon answered, "Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets."
6When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. 7So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink.
8When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus' knees and said, "Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!" 9For he and all his companions were astonished at the catch of fish they had taken, 10and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simon's partners.
Then Jesus said to Simon, "Don't be afraid; from now on you will catch men." 11So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him.
SiMpLe oBeDiEnCe.. jUsT siMpLe oBeDiEnCe.. SiMoN anD HiS fRiEnDs wErE FiShiNg thE whOLe dAy anD thEy cAuGht nOthiNg.. yEt thEy oBeYeD whEn thE LoRd ToLd thEm To tRy aGAiN. i tOoK tHe USB porT anD tRiEd aGAiN.. rEcOnNeCt anD reStArT.. i ToLd thE LoRd to ShOw mE tHaT hE's gOiNg tO dO iT aGAin. i WeNt baCk iNtO ReAdiNg my bOoK anD whEn WiNdoWs cAMe oN, thE cOnNeCtioN caMe bAcK oN!! SiMpLe ObEDiEncE, SiMpLe fAiTh!! i tUrNeD mY hEaD thE oThEr SidE aNd i SaW oN mY MoM'S cassEttE tapE rEaD "Miracles can happen"
astonished. God did it again.
in My LiFe, i BeLiEvE thaT evErYthiNg hApPeNs foR a ReAsOn anD nOthiNg iS LeFt tO cHanCe oR cOiNCidEncE. i MiGhT haVe pLaNnEd whAt tO rEaD foR toDaY's qUieT TiMe, buT thE LorD cErtAiNLy oPEnEd mY eyEs to mOre thAn thAt. i LeArN oNcE aGAiN thAt i shOuLd nOt LiMiT God to wHaT He CaN do BcOz We'LL nV rEaLiZe wHaT He iS dOiNg iN oUr LiVeS UnTiL wE tAkE nOTicE oF HiM. He will make all things new and turn bad into good. SaMe gOeS foR mY ReLaTioNsHiP WitH Ben. We MiGhT nOt Be AcCePtEd As a coUpLe bY My pArEnTs AnD thE oDdS aRe ReaLLy HiGh. i M wOrRiEd AnD aFrAiD thAt i'LL bE rEgArDeD aS a FoOL bY mY dAd tO tHiNk thAt tHiS gUy iS the one for Me. BuT dEeP dOwN iN my hEaRt, i KnOw i LoVe HiM aNd tHiS rELaTiOnSHiP hAs bRouGht MuCh JoY anD tAuGht mE hOw tO bE a BetTeR pErSoN. i WiLL CoNtiNuE tO pReSs oN anD tRuSt thE LoRd fOr ThAt bREaKthRoUgh tHiS YeaR. ThaNk You LoRd.
i believe in miracles, because i believe in a miracle working God.