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hey hey.. thanks Guan for the advice..
we're given until friday for the matriculation.. and i'll be meeting up with my dad later to discuss about my path from now onwards..
Lord, i prayed that you close all the doors that were not meant for me.. what do you actually want me to do? What do you want me to be? Lord, i pray, not my will but yours be done.. Now that only English is open to me.. should i go and complete my 4 years in uni and then serve you full time? or should i just go straight into Bible school and pursue my interests at night? Lord, who am i to decide for myself? Please, send people to talk to me and to guide me.. Thank you Lord for Mel.. she has given me well advice.. Thank you Lord for aunty Ruth who spent time talking to me too... Thank you Lord for my parents.. i will not be able to live without them.. Thank you Lord for ben who constantly teaches me how to let my speech be seasoned with grace..
Thank you Lord for leading me all the days of my life.. i need you now Lord to help me make straight the rest of my ways.. This is probably the first time in my life i feel i need you the most.. of course i do need you every day.. but this time i don't want to hear the wrong voice that's calling out in my heart Lord... help me..