Up TiLL nOw

well.. not many know that i even exist now..
sometimes i see the world all having fun in their own ways and i ask myself
why can't i have the same enjoyment..
i mean yea.. i go to church and all.. but the friends in church are just so different from the world.. not that it's bad but many of them are still not set free in praise yet
i mean.. look at how the world sing and dance..
look at how the church sings and dances..
if only..
i could just bring that zest and enthusiasm to the church.. so that no one would be ashamed to bring people with them into this fun environment
Lord.. help me.