Knocked Up

I finished the content of my essay! WhooHoo!!!!! 5000 words!!!!!!!! It's crazy, I know. I've never written anything that long. haha..

Oh wells. The footnoting and formatting is kinda confusing so I thought I'd leave that till later. I should take a break. Opened the fridge and took out a slice of coffee cake from Montreux (Is that how it's spelled? I'm too lazy to get the spelling correct.) So I decided to finish watching Knocked Up while enjoying my coffee break. Well, it's technically right coz I'm eating a coffee cake although I'm not drinking coffee. -.-|||

And..

I think I like the show! Despite all it's porn (I'm sure it must have been censored when it was released in the cinemas)... Well you can't really say it's porn because the director didn't have the intention to turn the audience on, or to stimulate them visually. It's too blatant. (Like Ebichu)

fleshofthestars.com is a load of crap!!!!! haha.. I had a good time laughing at their foolish and failed endeavours.

My point. I do like the show. It motivates me to want to have a baby too! Age is not a factor for me, it's the fact that I'm not married!! So I shouldn't be having a baby at this point according to society and religious standards. hmm... but yes... I am certainly looking forward to my first baby!

I'm having a hard time finding pictures of the baby from the movie and it's getting late. So I'll stop my search. Will continue my paper now..

mmmm...

*dreaming of you future one*

Unwell...

Haven't been feeling well this week. Have been having cold sweat and my body temperature has been quite high. My body feels hot..

Woke up today with a bad throat and ache-y body..

sigh...

Couldn't find a replacement for changkat.

Had 100% prac at night.

Didn't get much rest...

sigh...

Have you ever seen someone everyday but whenever you're not near him, you just miss him so much?

Met hun on tues to hang out, wed to pass him ad's com, and tonight for 100%.

But I hated the goodbye after sending him home and when we hung up the phone. I miss his voice, I miss his laughter, I miss his complaints, I miss his teasing... I miss him...

If it's not for how uncomfortable I'm feeling, I wouldn't have said I needed to rest.

I really miss him tonight.

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

I just want to hold you
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

Bad day...

I didn't do much yesterday. But yet alot happened.

"isn't it ironic?"

I stayed at home most of the day till the time came for me to go for my dance class.

That afternoon, I was chatting with Jeremy online and I think I was being very unreasonable.

I ended the conversation with "forget it! You're right! I shouldn't have asked you anyway!"

After cooling down, I regretted the words I said...

I tried sms-ing him to apologize, I tried to message him online but he never replied any of my messages...

The sucky day continued...

Hunny was kind enough to fix evan's com at such a short notice. He even made the effort to teach me how to use ubuntu. And, he gave me a massage knowing that I had back aches.. But I took all his kindness for granted.

I pissed him off...

I msg-ed him to say I'm sorry..

I hope I'll hear from him soon...

*sigh*