Drats

"I'll call you later. Got to go.." That's it. I blew it.

I'm having headaches now and I'm trying to study. Working and studying are really hard together. Got a msg from Elaine today. Really miss her. She says she's tired and feel like giving up. boy do i feel the same way. we both gave virtual hugs to each other coz we can't go on sms-ing. it's too expensive. i wish i had enough money to fly over to meet her.

well.. i can't really study coz i'm thinking about ru. i don't know how he's coping. i can't seem to put my mind at ease.

he asked me how i felt and i told him. he hung up after. i think i'm blaming myself.