TOP 5 guys Blacklisted

1) RONALD - !@#$%^&*

2) TAN YING PENG - HAD SOMETHING ELSE ON

3) BEN PUA - FRIEND BROUGHT FORWARD MEETING TIME

4) JEREMY HU - HEADACHE

5) ONG CHAO SHUN - AT GIRLFRIEND'S PLACE

ALL OF THEM WERE SUPPOSE TO MEET US YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I GOT PANG SEH-ED BY FIVE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL ON THE SAME DAY!!!!!!

RONALD WAS THE WORST... UNCONTACTABLE... PROMISED TO MEET BUT NO SHOW... AT LEAST THE OTHER GUYS BOTHERED TO SMS... FORGIVABLE... UNDERSTANDABLE... BUT RONALD!!!!!!!!! I'M NEVER GOING TO AGREE TO MEET UP WITH HIM AGAIN!!!!!! THAT MAN CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!!!!!!!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOUR WIFE AND KID.

God has been good.

I can't stop telling you how much God has done..

Hun went to Israel on thursday and I guess, without him around, I'm more aware of God's presence coz there are no distractions. I take stock of the good things that happened and I count my blessings!

Haha..

FRIDAY - I managed to invite David to VBS and he was very ministered to by Catherine's message. He had just ended his exams that day and he told me, "this is a good way to start my holidays!""

SATURDAY - Mum told me that Mr. Bake's daughter wants to learn pop piano and he asked if I could have some lessons with her :) You see, recently, I've been praying and asking God to send me people so that I can impart this gift that he has given me to others! If not, I'll remain good for nothing! What good is a gift if it is not given or shared?

SUNDAY - Elaine came to church with me! For the first time! haha... the last time was because of ru's gig, that was his church, which I'm so thankful that I took the courage to ask her to come. But I think I'm still apprehensive to ask her about how she feels after service and the God stuff. Well, it''s one step closer nevertheless. I encourage all fellow bros and sis, do not lose heart doing good for in due season, you will reap the harvest! I've invested alot of my time and energy into relationships that matter to me because they haven't encountered Jesus! If there's a reason we're put on this earth, it's to know his love and pass it on! Think about the massive harvest out there! Just look around you! How much are you giving yourself to that? It takes more than what we're doing now! Be intentional!

Praise God for the good things he has done!

This week, I'm going to start fasting again. I just feel that I need do. It's been a while. Yesterday, daddy was preaching about being addicted to the things of God and letting the word of God master us. I miss my intimate times with Him. After reading "THE SHACK", it made me miss my papa.

"Lord I offer my life to you

Everything I've been through

Use it for your glory..."

"And I'll let my words be few

Jesus I am so in love with you..."

Trying to Get the Feeling Again

I've been following Boston Legal and I fell in love with this song! Although I laughed most of the time when the song was played! (It's all Danny's fault!)

Here's the lyrics:

Doctor, my woman is coming' back home late today
Could you maybe give me something ?
Cause the feeling is gone and I must get it back right away
Before she sees that
I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
All around, trying to get the feeling again
The one that made me shiver
Made my knees start to quiver
Every time she walked in

And I've looked high (high), low (low)
Everywhere I possibly can (high)
But there's no (no) trying to get the feeling again
It seemed to disappear as fast as it came

Where did it run to? I thought I'd done all that I could
Just to keep the love light burning
But whatever I've done, guess I just haven't done it too good
Cause all that's left is
I've been up, down, trying to get the feeling again
All around, trying to get the feeling again
The one that made me shiver, made my knees start to quiver
Every time she walked in
And I've looked high (high) and low (low)
And everywhere I possibly can (high)
But there's no (no) trying to get the feeling again
It seemed to disappear as fast as it came

And I've been looking', I've been looking', I've been looking'
I've been up (up), I've been down (down), and trying to get the feeling
I've been up (up), I've been down (down), I've been trying to get
I've tried and I've tried and I've tried to get (up) the feeling (down)
I've been trying to get the feeling again
I want to get that feeling (2x)
I've got to get that feeling
I've got to get that feeling again (up)
And again (down) and again (trying to get that feeling)
Trying to get (up) the feeling (down)
I've been trying to get the feeling again