Lost

People who break up are not the only people who are lost.

Sigh.

We just talked about spending more time with each other and making it intentional and putting effort and all that. He gave me the assurance I needed ytd.

But I kept calling him tonight and he never answered. Is it another case of him falling asleep? Or in his words, "choosing sleep over you"?

There so much I want to tell him. He said he'd call me back.

Maybe I shouldn't expect him to.

My heart is aching. I thought it was mended last night. But I guess I'm wrong. I'm feeling as emo as I felt, it's back to that.

I was really looking forward to talk to him tonight. I don't even know if I should call him again..

I'll just go back to doing my paper..