i can't

just had a heavy week last week and this week, it's not getting any better. I'm not getting enough rest and people are demanding more out of me. Money is a concern to me more than before and nw, it looks like we're gonna move to another part of serangoon.

Nobody asks me how i feel.

I dont know who i can talk to. I feel more pressurized by the day and i'm exhausted. I want my own time, i need my space, esp at home. Sometimes, i dont want to come home. It's always, can u do this for me pls?

I plan my time but it keeps getting messed up. I think i'm beginning to feel like michelle. I'm trying to please everybody.

I feel so sad i think i might sink into depression soon. Pressure at home, pressure from bosses, pressure frm school, pressure even in my rship. I feel that i cant b that supportive girlfriend i used to be before school started. I don't know how to anymore. My head is constantly filled with things to do and my work never seem to end.

I feel terrible.

Maybe i should free up some time tomorrow to take a stroll at the beach or something.

It's so tempting to just shut everyone out. for one day, just for one day. And do what i want to do.

these few years are going to be very trying. I dont know how to prioritise my things. I'm just blabbing on bcoz i feel so lonely and dejected.

Called and smsed chelle many times today but nv got any response. elaine turned me down for a movie tmr. Vocal lessons got cancelled. Dad keeps giving me things to do. I havent revised my psych this week. No time to catch up with news. Struggling with grp project. pissed honey off.

I'm so stretched..