Auditions

Just went for an audition at USS. I think I did well for the dance part but not the singing. I messed it up really badly... pitched the wrong note because I was too nervous and didn't really 'perform'.. I simply sang it.. in summary, it wasn't my best..

I think auditions have a way to build up or tear down your confidence. When you do well and get in for a show, you feel a little more confident. But when you don't make it.. your confidence drops to -100. You just feel like such a loser... a failure...

Well, today's just one of my days... I'm not what they wanted...

It's tough to climb back up again... It will take a while...